That’s pretty much how I felt when I began searching for something outside this mortal realm. I visited many churches, but when I entered a building belonging to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (called the Mormons), the Holy Spirit witnessed to me that joy and meaning could be found only there. The Mormon missionaries asked me to pray, and I had never done it before. My first prayer was, essentially, “Is there anyone up there? God, if you exist, would you tell me so?” He answered! He also manifested to me the truth of what I was being taught and of the Book of Mormon as I read it. That was decades ago, and every good thing in my life can be attributed to finding the Church. You can begin at http://www.mormon.org. Chat with a Mormon missionary online. Ask every question that comes into your heart. See how you feel. I guarantee you won’t be sorry.